Welcome Home, P'First!
Dear Por First (July 5, 2006)
It’s really good to have P’First back no matter in which state he is. ‘Welcome home P’First!’ Our team is the same now, 4 persons. Yes he will be with us for a long time coz his real lifetime is long.
Though it’d be better not to talk about the past, please imagine if everything in the past was opposite and Beer was the one who had gone. What would have happened to our life? We would not have had chance to meet ajarn and turned our life into this way. Your back would have been badly painful, I would hardly move in a couple of years and Khun Ta (Grandfather) Chai would have been seriously sick or would have passed away. So I accept that this is a kind of back pay to our family. They wrongly took our son and now we can get him back and we know that he’s with us. There are many wrong cases like this, taking the wrong one, but I wonder how many cases do get the return like us. I think P’First is so happy to be home again as what you can touch him is so nice and peaceful.
If you can remember Loung Por’s words he told that when you’re better you have to help people. P’First case, helping him and poor spirits from Bang-plee klang temple was your first job and you did very well. I guess you are going to have a very good assistance in dharma job because P’First will be with you in every mission you have to deal with.
I think I myself can touch him here sometimes since yesterday especially this morning while going to the temple. I can’t explain but I think I’m not wrong. Since last week, every time the monk blesses me I have passed this merit to P’First spirit. I have also made a wish wherever P’First spirit is; please receive this merit with me.
If he is in our spirits, you, Chaliena and me, and if our spirit is pure enough as ajarn said we can touch him one day.
I, sometimes, keep asking myself who we are.
Love/Pom
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